I have gotten the fallout written down
and worked out. I have one question left…
where do I go from here?
Does it still hurt?
Yes, at times. Why? Because I miss
the fellowship with the sisters from the group.
I do not talk to the friends that I made online as much as I would
like. I do not get to interact with
sisters who were learning and growing in grace as much as I would like. I am very skittish when it comes to
interacting in groups on Facebook now. And
I can honestly say, I may not be as easygoing and trusting as I once was
overall because of this.
I have become somewhat jaded by this moment in my life. I may even still have a little animus towards
Owner. She is a part of another group I joined
on Facebook to try to get back into a fellowship with other sisters. She has liked some things I have posted. I do wish to have a conversation about the
fallout, but I am not sure if either of us is ready for that. Perhaps, that is something I should pray about…
reconciliation.
I have followed Colossians 3:13 and forgiven Owner. But the hurt is still there. It does not hurt as much, but I still feel it
from time to time.
I can say… I
learned my lesson, perhaps too much…
I was scared walking into 2022… but I will talk about that later.
I want to get back to writing fiction, but I am very excited
about where God has me at right now.