And she told me I
needed to speak up more.
This is going to be hard.
I shared this ordeal with a Christian Writing Group I was part of, but I ended
up getting hurt worse by that. In some
way, I told myself I would never talk or write about it, but this is where I am
being led.
I went to the Christian Faith Journaling group I was part of
to post the reading plan for February (in 2021).
The cover page had been changed from the one I had created. When I tried to get into the group, it stated
that I was no longer a member of the group.
I was so confused and did not know what was going on.
I tried to contact the owner of the group, she could not be
reached, which I knew to mean she had unfriended me. I had been removed from the group chat for
the moderators of the group.
Did I get a message telling me that this had happened? -No.
Did anyone say anything to me about this happening? -No.
Was there a sisterly conversation had about what happened?
-No.
I had a feeling about what had happened, but I was not sure
of it.
So, I sent a message to the other moderators.
One of them wrote, and I paraphrase… She didn’t say anything to you about that. Shesh… she said she was gonna
say something.
The other one wrote, again, I paraphrase… I don’t know what happened. I’m sorry.
And that was that… A group that I had spent a year and a
half in, giving of my time and talents to, helping out and monitoring… was no
longer part of my life.
I was so heartbroken and devastated, but I would have other
worries soon.